Wednesday 6 August 2014

Gocce di pioggia

After weeks of dry and sunny days, rain has finally arrived and it has also brought so much confusion in my life, which eventually turned my warm room into to a place full of turmoil - I hate to be in a position where I know nothing about the future. 
Perhaps, I should say, the uncertainty is explicitly killing my mind and by the day I feel weaker and weaker! I've been told so many times, that I should take it as it comes, but for god sake, my ambitions, my willingness to fight and that desire to be....
While I’m writing this post I can loudly hear like heavy raindrops bombarding my window – I must immediately stop typing and see all those infinitive raindrops that fall from a place I know little of! They fall to their destination as if they had a purpose or a meaning to their short but meaningful trip. I wonder, perhaps we are like the rain. On a voyage to a place we know little of hoping to make the best of what we have.

Buonanotte!

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You were only away for a few days, but I felt like someone locked me in an empty house in the middle of an endless Siberian winter! Although it wasn't cold outside, it was dark beyond human imagination inside - my heart was like a lonely iceberg drifting in the Arctic sea, whereas my mind felt like it was held in some dreaming state!

 Do you know that every night whilst you were miles away, my mind was saying goodnight to you? That was almost like a beautiful letter written by a magical pen which was given to my soul by the god of love - Eros! I waited patiently for you, and you had rewarded me tonight by giving me a chance to hear your softness whisper and......... That smile. I will see your blue eyes again - Merci